Elucidating Questions

The fever is back it chews at my sleep

I wake in a daze drenched

I don’t know what causes it it comes and goes but

I don’t know why it comes anymore

I thought I had an answer

I feel so cold

But it can’t possibly be what I tried to hold

The reasoning behind it

Who knows

But that’s as far as I’m going to go because I can’t escape it

It’s just part of my life

Another reason

I have to be alone at night.