Elucidating Questions

Did I say something to hurt your pride your Highness of self deprecation?

Should I feel bad?

Meow

Not me

But it could be

Oh so much could have been but you didn’t see the grand scheme of things

And you ignored and I’m not even talking to you because I can’t

I have no way of ever knowing you

And isn’t that why it’s so perfect like this?

Twist push punch fallout and hope to die

A lie?

Your life.

Not mine I’ve been living as I am without a plan for so long here just trying to get by

And you’re so close and that’s why it’s funny because it could have worked out if you’d just given it a try but you didn’t so don’t think for a second I should have to keep my pain under wraps

Just because you have more cash in the bank and more power

Your mother is dying and the moon tells me every time I bite or scratch that what if he’s lost her and can’t handle the blow

And I say well you’ll never know and I have pain and sadness and loss too so don’t tell me you’re worth more just because you have higher numbers and platinum disks that I told you you would get

But that didn’t happen

Because you disregard us

Well don’t for a second think

I didn’t have something to say for every damn day that’s gone by where I had to stem the tide of this undertow

Oops did she steal your word and put it in her song?

It was Chester’s and Mike’s word all along

So shut your head off I don’t care about your reasons for why you’re not near and we’re here and I am locked out of life while you live it up with your dog as your wife