Elucidating Questions

He jumped out of the pile and straight on to the floor

The time the love the wishes

The love that is shown in time

Wolf dreamer

Carrier of flame

Dreams coming true

For whom?

Do I make a wish when you fall on the floor?

I wish he would see me for one day more and see that I’m worth it and that he can love me and love me and say something so I can love him too

But there’s the sky and the lake and the ocean too and he’s firing his gun and they’re about to kiss and I

Don’t have any new love or people to hail

I know that outfit it’s when I die

I know who he’d shooting and I know no matter how hard I try I

Die in his hand as he watches but doesn’t remember why it hurts when the hair flies and I spin in death and I scream no more

Finally free as I fall to the floor

Thank God I think as I bleed out and die

I never have to look myself in the eye

Ever again

So what of a wish?

When my future holds nothing but this emptiness and emotion I can’t have

Nothing I’ll ever know and nothing I ever wanted

You can’t save me wishing man I tried so many times

The ace of hearts wins

The nine of hearts

Dies