Elucidating Questions

I forgot the language

The language that keeps others away but makes me feel home

The horizon is burning

I can’t find the moon I expected

Dirty puddle

Highway continuing

It doesn’t mean anything

Him and then him

The only one I can trust isn’t here anymore

I don’t know where I’m supposed to be going but I know it isn’t here

And that this world would never be ready for someone like me again

Because none of it makes sense that’s why

I can’t find him

I miss him but I can’t

I wish I could

But he doesn’t want me to

Even if in dreams there he is

Every day is the same

Without him