Elucidating Questions

But it’s all the same I know the lambs are silent

I know there are many

I know I am one

Okay

Then all the crap about well this dilemma of the present and future

Yeah

I can’t be what you want me to be

Sorry

This world has become such that people with true kindness and love are silenced and I’m broken as it is.

There’s no fixing this mess of me.

I woke up.

And learned how heartless the world has become.

You say and that’s exactly why I take the shards and walk forward

I say that’s exactly why nothing I ever have to say will matter.

When I wear the halo of the sun I continue in silence

When I wear the halo of the moon I despair

When I feel the wings I discovered at my back

I told myself if I was a good little moon rabbit lamb fish I’d be okay

But I was wrong.

What is it?

I’m not a firework.

He told me that with his silence.