Elucidating Questions

It was just a question

My brain got so stuck on it

I dreamt the answer

My brain doesn’t understand that it can’t just make up its own answers

To make up for the silence

Sleep talking

Rare but it happens when the dreams are too limiting

When I have something to say

But I don’t remember what it was

I wish I could start over again

Just so I could go over the word said

Saying

And make sure they’re all good

I don’t understand

I liked his shoes

His queen is more beautiful than any fake princess

Dark empress

Cursed warrior

Fallen Angel

But I miss him

But I wish I could have met him

But I wish I had the chance to meet him

But

It never changes

Little does he know

He knows so little

About who I am what I am where I am

Waiting for a time that’s mine getting crushed in the grind

So frustrated and annoyed with everything and everyone

Myself first

Then everyone

But I still want to be able to love all of them

Sweet Aphrodite

You and I we’re awful at this aren’t we?

We fall in love and terrible things just happen

And then we hurt and we want to make them know how it hurts

How does he get in every time?

Our silent war inside.

I thought I was so good at it.

I thought I was good at love.

Usually this is where a bird laughs and it’s your laughter

But you’re silent

What do you want to say you’re shaking with unsaid

Are you trying to say it’s not me it’s them again?

Put down your bag and stay a while

I’m sure we can find someone to take over

Just for a little while