I have a question for you
Renewal
この言葉
貴方に付けて良い?
Why does it take more effort to die than to live?
Instincts keep me moving
Through these days I want nothing of
I can feel you hanging in the wings
Yesterday you caressed my cheek and whispered the words
Won’t you leave me with the honour of being the one to take your life
貴方からだけの台詞
だから貴方だっと
I knew
How to describe your stretching neck and your whittled fingers from stretches of ceder
How to describe the facelessness of you
The mask of the joker to hide the horror
But why
Why does it take more effort to die than to live?
It’s more efficient
って言うったら
人生って
No it’s not 人
What efficient
You see I’m met with these strange answers and I don’t really know
If there’s an efficiency to living
Then what is living for?
Love
You see he answers in strange ways I can’t explain
If living is for love
Then what is love for?
But you don’t know the answer to that question
You wish only to contact with life
To connect with it
And take it
And then put it somewhere else
Renewal
It hurts me to think about how much he must have not wanted to be here
That he’s not here
I wish I could help him
I wish I could have helped him
Life is only so hard because time refuses to flow in any other direction
At least I have the reassurance
Your hand on my face in my hair your not face too close your arms too tight
Someday you’ll have it
Because at the end of the day you’re all the same selfish shits you always were
But I still love you
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