Elucidating Questions

I never said a word

Out of want to harm him

But it didn’t matter

I never said a word

That wasn’t just to express

How much I hurt

But it never mattered

All over are the words that I didn’t write to harm him

But as always

My intentions don’t get to stand trial

As always

They assume and assume and assume

Now as soon as I give up

I have to hear all the songs

About how it’s my fault

Because I gave up and didn’t try hard enough

Every time it starts gnawing with its teeth

I didn’t find anyone who wanted to keep me

That’s the moral of the story

That page at the end of the book where everything is tied together

This story that he doesn’t want

I’m nothing

Yet it continues

This garbage nothing story of a life no one wants

My intentions don’t matter

What I was trying to do doesn’t matter

I don’t have to remember anything

I don’t have to remember any fucking thing

Because he didn’t want it

So it was worthless

Just like me