Elucidating Questions

Why did I let you win?

It feels like there’s nowhere to go.

All I can do has been determined.

Locked in a repeating world that doesn’t sleep.

Trench.

It was everywhere.

When a word enters dreams so loudly and so clearly,

But I’ve never met anyone who uses dreams like I do as a better world to live in.

Every day every move is made just so I can return.

But why does it keep coming up?

Why does it yell so loudly?

In my dreams I never wonder when he walks in.

Whoever he is with the face of an angel

Who used to sing me up

I used to think so

Before I fell asleep into dreams where I don’t feel so alone every day

I looked back ten months and screamed, why?

Why?

What happened to trigger this?

But there was no answer.

The past was silent, and broken.