Sometimes I look back

Haha

Sometimes

I look across the table at the man with all the cards

If I could give you anything what would you want

The tower in the reverse position

I know it’s only going to get harder

Because it never gets easier

That much I know for certain

All these lies about hope

Hope is a lie you told yourself to keep yourself going

Once you know the truth you come to hate it

Recognise it

And hate it

Belief is a lie to tell yourself to make yourself right

But belief is the proof you gave in to not knowing

Once you know it you stop believing anything

Truth

I don’t know what truth is

I believe it and love have a similar shape

Look

I believe

But I do not know

So I stop believing

Why am I so quiet

Because I’ve given up long ago

And I’m just starting to realise it

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