Elucidating Questions

I just got started

I’m already exhausted

Running on empty every single day

But today I woke feeling like I’d been carrying the weight of a thousand words on my shoulders

None of the matches will light

There’s no more fire

Don’t ask me what I did or why

I didn’t want the bad air and I tried to overcome it

Even that

He won’t see it or see me or be seen

No matter what I do he doesn’t want me

I tried to fit his puzzle but he didn’t want to try

I never even had one chance

He already decided I’m not important

I know I don’t write well

I know it’s no good

I know he’s not impressed

I know it’s not good enough

I’m no good

I want to go away