Elucidating Questions

Why do I have to be the only one who feels like this

I miss my brother when I see robins fly

I miss my sister all the time

I wish my little brothers could show more feeling

Be less angry

I don’t have a family that knows me or I know like I want to

All so closed off from the world in different ways

So far away

I feel so lonely alone

I don’t know where to turn to or who to go to or anything other than the burning

Pain of being alone

It’s only been since noon.

That’s not so long.

No it’s just a moment in time.

I’m so lonely

But it’s not a crime to leave me here in this prison I can’t escape from

The bars close in every day

It’s not a crime to leave me here

Good night I felt all right for a moment in the safety of your light but now I’m lost again

The sun

The dawn was beautiful

Reversed in reverse.

I’m so tired from crying

From being so alone

But I know I can cry safely at home

I can cry and sob and shake and wail

I can’t find any solace besides the fact that I know I’m home

Because I can cry