Elucidating Questions

It burns

I burn a bit for you

When I didn’t think the thought was unwanted

I burned so much for you

Why can I turn this off but not that

Chase away the thought like

He never consented

And that’s that

But I burn for you in ways I’ll never say

I burn in ways you’ll never know

Because I want you so badly every day is just filled with this empty

No want could ever stand beside the need for you

They pale in comparison

They crumble away

Lying on the stone want of desire

I wish I could believe in the day we meet

But words of wishes

They just disappear

And I want to close my eyes and go with them

All the things that disappear

I want to go with you

Please just let me go with you

I can’t play or do anything of use

I’m useless

But I burn for you every day

I’m on fire

On fire

I’m on fire

But you’re so far out of reach

And you’re the only one who can make it better.