Elucidating Questions

It’s already over

I didn’t think this day would come

I didn’t want this day to come

Not like this

Probably new music probably announcing the new thing they made

Without me

I really did think we could work together to make something

I was foolish

I was wrong

The grey is just the remaining colour of my soul

I don’t know what you see or think you see

But the colours all washed out

So they’re gone now

I can’t just ignore them then I’ll just be just like them

He didn’t ask for them and when he didn’t want them I was surprised

But what was there to be surprised about?

Who wants to receive hundreds of notes about nothing?

I did it.

I’m just a crazy person.

I keep my word.

Thank God I’m never sober.

Thank fucking god.