Elucidating Questions

It’s fine

It’s fine because no one is coming and no one is ever coming

It’s fine because I’m yours to do with as you please

And you please to put me away in the dark where I’ll never see the light

It’s fine because no matter what happens it’s the wrong person walking through the door and the bed will still be cold and I will still be cold

Until I wake up after the broken fever and everything is too hot and I’ll be too hot

It’s fine because it doesn’t matter what anyone does I’ll still be here just wanting some love

Like an orphan who already had too much

Greedy tiny hands who just want some more

Too much

How much do I have to drink to make this stop hurting and that stop moving

And me just stop

It’s fine because I always fail and no matter how hell this is I’m still here

So it’s fine

Because I can’t go anywhere

And no one is coming.