Elucidating Questions

I don’t want to be alone tonight

But I’m just mad they aren’t you

I just want anyone to come and make me feel alive

But they still aren’t you

I don’t want to move on or try again or find someone else

Because they won’t be you

Don’t want to fall for anyone or get attached or believe in tomorrow together

Because they still aren’t you

I just want anyone to be by my side I don’t care

Excuse while I get vulgar

Someone to fuck me and make it leave me alone for a few days

I don’t care who

They still won’t be you

And he’s not coming

I just want someone to feel this fever with me

But they won’t be you

It’ll never be good enough or right

But I’ll take anything anyone

Please

I just don’t want to be alone

They won’t ever be right

But I keep swiping in hopes someone will take me away from it

I don’t want to fight

I don’t want the moment

I don’t want anything permanent

I just don’t want to be alone tonight