Elucidating Questions

As the sun slips beneath I think of you I think of you

Is there anything that could carry who I am and tell you how much I love you

Could the sky bring to you letters and shapes that convey all my feelings without overwhelming

You have so many friends

So many people who love you

You’re more than I ever wanted and more than I’ll ever deserve

I love you

I love you so much that every ache every twinge every failing limb I would feel it all again with only the chance to exchange words

Hello

How are you

I’m fine

How are you

Or something so simple it wouldn’t even matter the first words to bridge the gap

Can we start from friends and find our way it all depends on you but I took all my chances away by calling you a liar and fighting with words you didn’t say

But I love you and that doesn’t change every day the same filled with this desire for something someone so much more than me

I wish I could be everything you ever wanted

You survive me only because you are so stubborn and I love your stubborn

I love your second guessing and the way there’s no right answer except you

Every day it’s you over and over I return to you

I love you

I do I promise I do if there’s anything true if anything is true it is my love for you

I know it’s not the right colour and my words are never good enough but if for just a second you could hear me

You’re so beautiful.

I’m so glad you’re not perfect I’m so glad you are who you are I’m so glad you’ve been who you have been

I miss you every day I love you

And you will always be the best part of me all the pieces I took and put in my bag and carry of your thoughts and feelings

You will always be loved by me even if you never love me I will always

Always

Always

Love you.

I love you.

I still love you.