Elucidating Questions

The mournful cry of a fall bird the burst of speed of bugs as they pass outside the window

An eagle cries

There’s no lady left in the lady

Don’t bother her she’s thinking of all the things you never said.

Lost in a maze of heartache

She didn’t even cry for him it went immediately off and up and straight to the city with too many buildings

And too much history that never happened

All I remember is I’m sorry

And there were messages with things I said but they didn’t come through

I don’t remember them try again I would know them in daylight

Midnight mutterings and it probably has something to do with the activity but who has time to connect the dreams back to reality

I woke up again and you’re still not here

It’s not the morning I wanted

And he wanted to make me cry so I did

I just do whatever is expected whatever they want.

Just a tool to move through the process of life.

I’d have to be stupid to think anyone could love me like I am.

I’m not stupid anymore.

The fork in the garbage disposal.

I saw what they did there but I had no one to show.

And no one knows.

So why should I care?