Elucidating Questions

I didn’t find anyone today.

I found the forest and the village and the road and the sky.

I found the ocean and the grass and the flowers as they blew by.

I tried to find love or the heart and found something else instead.

I found the end of my story, I hope it comes soon.

I hope that the world after it, is a better place, not worse.

My life would never be worth billions of others.

It should be the other way around.

If anyone should fall, it’s me from here.

I don’t know what they wanted to save in me but, I don’t see it.

I appreciate the help, and number one screaming about it,

But in the end, all I can do is ask for the end.

Because I never found happy,

And I don’t believe in ever for me.

There could have been laughter,

By now we could have one hundred times over,

But I couldn’t and that’s the joke.

That’s the cause of the laughter.

It’s funny because,

No matter what I do,

No one ever sticks to me.

But everyone will always stick to you.

May every person you meet be kind and understanding.

May you always have tomorrow and a reason to be left standing.

May you find someone, that one that you insist that I’m not.

I really thought I had found you.

As the sirens wail…

I should have known from the start,

It was a lie that I have any one.

After all I never wanted anyone,

Until I saw you,

So I suppose… That sucks too.

I’m sorry I let Hermes lie to you.

I’ll never do it again, I’m trying to stay away it’s just that you’re in my thoughts like a fucking bullet every day.

You wouldn’t notice I’m gone, just like no one else does.

If I left without a trace,

No one would miss me for months.

So I wish that will never happen to you, that everyone sees how beautiful you are and how your eyes shine and you’re kind and you help and you try…

I pray you’re never overlooked or unknown unless you need it,

And I hope you have billions of reasons to smile,

Forever.