Elucidating Questions

I’m not going anywhere I’m stuck here.

I can’t get out.

I’ve tried.

Either someone lets you out or he does

I wish someone would let me out

I’ve often thought about it

I’m stuck here without you in a place I can’t call home with people I barely know ending every day wishing it was over so I never have to do it again

That’s what this place is a cage I’ll never escape

Please just give me the key so I can get out

Even if it just means I’m losing

I could say goodbye and leave for real.

If only.

Like I said I’m stuck here and it’s meaningless without you

I had to make you to make meaning for my being do you not see how much I need him

Why does no one who can help me see how much all I needed was him and he’s everything to me and I’m stuck here

In hell

Without him.

If he’s somewhere else I’ll never reach him

But I miss him so much

How can he not be here?

How could he leave me all alone…