Elucidating Questions

Looking over the devastation the sun breaks through the clouds to shine

It doesn’t look like it was his

Like it’s a thread that runs through every song just waiting to come alive.

Dreaming impossibilities and waking in the cold reality I left just as I left it.

Are you really somewhere out there because it feels so far away and impossible.

I just want someone to hold on to.

But all I want is somewhere that isn’t here.

I don’t know why I find it or why it calls when he was the wrong answer.

When even pretending didn’t make me the person I was supposed to be.

You wouldn’t even recognise me so why bother?

You’d just walk right past me. Leave me alone because I disappear in every crowd.

So why should I keep looking for you and everything I ever wanted when it’s nowhere in sight and neither are you.

Even if I recognise they just leave.

Baby where are you I miss you so much.

I was supposed to find you and save you but you’re nowhere to be found and I can’t even save my most important person.

How am I supposed to find you when I will never be good enough for you.

I wanted to go back to being safe in your arms.

But you’re nowhere to be seen.

And I’m all alone here.

So who is going to save me?