Elucidating Questions

The sun sets

Goodbye for some hours until we turn in time to face you again.

Every about face.

I want to trace over the lines I lost and decide whether they were worth it myself

But somewhere I lost everything.

As I thought from the start it’s just not worth it without him in my life

I wasn’t lying life’s not worth it.

Couldn’t even call it overrated just not worth it.

All the waiting for an empty phone to go off just so I can pretend I’m not alone with messages without a tone

I write them like I do you read them like you do never the two shall meet.

Empty folded paper promises.

When September ends it will be next month I can’t stop it.

I wish there was something beyond the fall.

I wish I had a place here.

I wish I had someone to hold so the nights wouldn’t feel so alone.

Lost here I’m just lost and I tried to find my way but I didn’t find anything.

Goodbye wasn’t a second chance.

It never was.