Elucidating Questions

I’m fine to leave it behind

It meant nothing

An entire season I barely saw a soul.

It was nothing at all.

The sun will be farther and farther away.

Things just stayed the same again.

I am done with trying to want it to be different.

This is my life and I’m tired of it being this way.

I’m afraid to change it because it’s all starting over again.

I can’t reach out to strangers.

I can’t reach out to friends.

It’s unfair I’m just too weak.

I don’t have anything extra to give.

No excess of anything but loneliness

You won’t forget me right?

You will.

Everyone does and I’m afraid to break again.

It’s too hard to let anyone in.