Elucidating Questions

It’s always one sided.

It’s never something I get to share.

Keeping it trapped inside and feeling nothing instead.

Worse than numb.

Always looking at someone beautiful who doesn’t want me.

No one ever comes for me and I keep looking in directions that will never want me.

If I lie here empty at the crossroads will anyone ever find me?

I can’t run anywhere more to find emptiness and nothingness.

Shouldn’t be surprised than I never get first place.

Always just standing in place.

I never want to do this again.

It doesn’t get better it stays the same and I never find anyone.

I’m never going to cross the line.