Elucidating Questions

Hello

So far away

So far away from it.

I was wrong to try to capture you.

Does that mean anything I wonder.

What was I trying to catch?

Love and acceptance

Trying to tell everyone I love that I love them.

But it was too late.

Too early.

Too late.

It’s the same.

There’s nothing I can say to make myself seem good because I hate myself.

I can never love myself who lost myself my everything.

When it goes still I wonder why.

When it hurts I don’t but I sink there.

Why am I so bad at this.

Can you show me how to do it better so someone will love me?

Anyone.

Anybody.

I feel so lost and alone.

I don’t remember laughing.