What you couldn’t sleep and so you decided to feel shit about your own feelings

Am I supposed to feel bad for you

I don’t feel bad for me

Why would I bother

Oh you poor things

Rotting in the dark

You did it to yourself before why would I feel anything for it

Awake all night all alone in the hours that never end drowning?

I have no idea what that’s like.

I haven’t begged for it to end.

I don’t want to be in love ever again

It always hurts instead

It always hurts instead

I want to pour out every colour I ever mixed and throw it all down the drain

You say you’re sorry

That’s unfortunate

That’s the answer right?

This is your life now while staring at his face.

You’re so so sorry

That sucks.

You still failed.

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  1. annelottemaasland Avatar

    I’m getting positive vibes from such a sad poem…
    How? Because realizing other peoples problems aren’t mine to solve gives me piece of mind.

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