Elucidating Questions

Indignant through tears he’ll never see or notice.

Or care about.

I want to lash out because it’s so tender and raw that all the words reach it in a sharp

Dark way

I cover it up, in bones and sinew.

I cover it up, in silence and bury it beneath.

It’s not about me.

It’s about a love that will transcend the ages.

If I can’t love him I’ll love them all

And I turned it outward to the stars

Because all I learned in my time here is

It doesn’t matter how much you love

Or how.

I created galaxies with the love I would never know.

I slip into the sun and hope he can keep me and my broken heart warm.