Elucidating Questions

I have been an inconsiderate person

I have been a bad person

I see and recognise the parts of me that I don’t want

I wish I could take actions back

Estranged was only supposed to apply to one person

I am still afraid of

But I have made mistakes and pushed people away and

The actions that I made didn’t speak to the person I am I did things without thinking

I wish saying I had no ill intent would erase the things I’ve done

But just as apologies it doesn’t change how others have been affected

Looking through the glass in moments when I wasn’t thinking

I think thinking too much makes me blind in other ways

Even in screaming and reaching for help

I should take the people I’m reaching to into consideration

I should always be second to the person I am speaking to

I should always remember that