Elucidating Questions

It can’t be over because the rain is still falling

It can’t be too late because my heart still beats

It can’t be beyond saving if the stars still shine

It can’t be wrong if you hand fits in mine

If I had a chance to tell you everything that ever needed to be explained.

I’m so far away from being able to explain

The hole in me that feels like it must be filled somehow

In my soul don’t get stuck to it now

Desperate to see and feel anything

When he touches me it’s been days

Except to change money between hands

I haven’t been touched in weeks

Do you know how much worse that makes it for me

I can’t explain why I need it, contact.

But at the same time I’m so afraid to

Trust anyone because it’s been so long

If only I could hold on to someone.

Anyone.

I get so desperate all alone.

I love him, but I don’t want him,

He’s just filling the void for a short amount of time.

I’m not very good at being a person.