Elucidating Questions

First of all fuck you.

Second of all a sound that can only be described as a human’s howl of longing.

Because every one is a story of you at a time I never knew you

I wish I had stronger words

Everyone says it

I love you

But there isn’t a deep enough word

Even the oceans don’t measure the depth of a feeling I get pulled into like a wave

The sight of you fills my batteries until they feel like they’ll explode.

But you still don’t see me.

But you still don’t want to see me.

I think you’re wrong.

Whatever it is.

If everything could change for a moment

If I could make it better

Whatever I did.

I wish I had the words you want.

Why isn’t I love you enough?