Elucidating Questions

If heaven was filled with people

With people who fight and climb and patronise and start wars

Would it be heaven then?

Would it be heaven filled with the people around who have no regard for one another who continue their path without care for who they throw out of the way

I wonder if it’s empty.

That’s why I think that’s why

There must be more than one or there must be different places

There must be life in some aspect elsewhere not just down because would there be a down in heaven?

I can’t imagine it would be the same for every person but someone must share

Does that mean that at the end you finally learn who you were supposed to meet

Would that be heaven

A head of memories of life lived in pain and then an

I got you

Moment at the end.

Caught in a moment when it’s too big for an answer.

At least it knows what I was asking.

All I know is that it loves.

Holding my feelings in my teeth. Trying not to let them in my eyes.

I think I ran too far.