Elucidating Questions

No I just have to live with living this way

Feeling this way

Hurting this way.

No I just have to grin and bear it

Through the mess

Through the silence

Through him whispering in my ears.

In songs I don’t remember that fit the moment anyways.

Can’t understand that it’s not the same.

Can’t understand why

Neither can I.

Because somewhere in

The depths of my mind

I wish this is all a dream that’ll go away soon

Remember when I said I felt free?

It didn’t last longer than the moment.

I was never free.

Can’t take away true facts from me.

If I wake up would all the right people be beside me?

I wanted someone to hear my pain and make it better.

But no one can.

Or there would be someone here.