Elucidating Questions

If I scream it all at once and then fall silent.

Completely silent. I always end up pulling back and realising I must be a problem so I disappear.

No one really comes looking.

Sometimes one person comes looking.

Have I mentioned I hide.

I used to be the one who started things and had something to say but I don’t.

Because I’m afraid I’m just a burden so they’re gone.

Are we back to this again?

Empty threats of what if when I didn’t even do anything. I just broke what I need to stay alive and then had her fix it like always.

Missing connections and knowing the likelihood of them happening again.

This empty promise of future introductions and things that could happen.

We were stupid then. We’re smarter now.

Kid you say it’s perception but it’s perception of my life through my life so if there’s a magical light switch in this darkness if you could point it out

Shadow cats echoing in others.

Other cats.

Not surprised anymore the links appear like that.

He should have been angry at me but I was angry at him and I don’t know why that’s okay,

But it is to him.

I thought he’d yell at me, instead he just yelled about the meaning.

If you want to come with me you can.

If you’re all right with being there then that’s where you can be but there are other better places for you.

Don’t get caught up in me.

I’ve never met someone who’s place was by my side.

Why do you think it’s so easy for me to hide?

It’s not a disguise.

No one was

The rabbit crossed the road.

Who can tell?

Well they can.