Elucidating Questions

I was so cold and missing the sun then the clouds parted and I saw him like the moon

Not the least bit cold I told him and he said I was a liar

Such warmth to be felt when he’s out of sight

The fight between the need and the want

You know I only miss you when I can’t see you

That’s how it works.

So long ago I wished for something impossible but the little things get me

Like his it was so easy

As the ravens crowed in time with the song

I refused to sing and the missing that led to an immediate response

If at the very least I can tell they love me

Such well timed moments that couldn’t be shouldn’t be

Affected by the gravity I think maybe

This sickness we’re fighting is different than it was and I can’t quite put my finger on it but they’re on our side

Whatever that side is.

The warmth he put in me makes the cold more clear, but I’m holding it tight in my core.

My beautiful sun my wonderful light

Well I can’t own you, but when you’re dealing with a wild animal and her favourite.

Saturn’s rising

Did I have to check?

No but I did.

I don’t feel up to it, but I do it anyway.

The beginning of not one free day.

Now he’s burning up the clouds.