Elucidating Questions

Echoing in the night the fated mystic sighs and turns to the soon to be

Above just where it bends in the middle

Well now they’re in the middle and there’s probably too much going on but each whisper is something to do with my soul.

Dwelling in holes with ghosts and the darkness with loser.

Hiding in memories of a time gone past in romantic ideas that made me think

Wouldn’t it be nice if this could happen to me

There are so many of them why don’t I belong in any of them?

Haunted by the words of others that won’t ever be true.

If it’s all connected then I must be from outside

Because I still don’t have any connections but those I made inside and I keep not seeing this person

Whomever I’m supposed to be.

Maybe I’ll find someone better in the pages but I’m afraid to love things as I get more and more alone

I can’t keep myself company with loneliness anymore I just kill hours upon hours

I wish I was living.