Elucidating Questions

I don’t know what I’m doing

I said to you and you were silent.

Smoke billowing out from lungs and self derisive laughter.

Maybe I’ll sleep now,

The reply was soft but we did.

Followed into dreams and it was poignant to have someone actually

There

A partner in the endless dreams that continue every night unbidden.

Do you even know how much time has passed?

Isn’t September better than every other September.

Do you hear the songs and then feel the same as I do as I hear

Better days and

Really? When?

It hurts to think that anyone could think I’m not serious but in the reality next to me I keep doing this

And that.

Well it happened backwards or the signed exploded into a million pieces and

The sadness and anticipation of a life that will change forever

Out there somewhere is the key to my spirit.

Oh it’s still happening,

From one to one trillion trillion trillions.

It’s just something that happens unwitting.

There’s no answer there and the reverberation of crashing against a solid wall.

But our there I can go so far.

Do you see the clouds between the stars I wonder why I see them

There’s light there in shapes but I don’t see where it came from it’s deeper than the ocean.

When the screen comes down and the closest star

I don’t feel like I love them right.

If only if only

I hear them whispering at me, when I couldn’t find them they found me.

You know what the question is.

You know what the answer is.

Dangerous stuff I laughed and the ravens landed.

Shouldn’t be playing with it, he knows I’m not playing with it.

Fearsome twisting ability.

I put them down because I didn’t want to anymore.

Now I don’t care.

Six cards six cards six cards.

I still don’t know why, but at least I can have some fun before I die.