Elucidating Questions

I find I have something to say but I’ll keep it to myself I have learnt by now that try try again doesn’t

Doesn’t work.

I tried straight to the point and that fell flat then I tried just commenting but I don’t know about that

And then I got drunk one time

Seriously don’t know why it’s bothering me so much but I genuinely like him I’d like to be friends

Not really sure how to do that again.

Drift away or learn to stay but even if I stay for what reason?

I don’t understand all of the things in the way they don’t make sense to me I just know I lost every chance to be on the same level where I may have found something I actually love to do.

I can go on forever.

I wish I still had the audacity to think I was worth trying for.

I feel so low.

I don’t know how to feel better.

I’d like to know how to feel better.

I wish I didn’t feel so guilty every time I feel better.