Elucidating Questions

I think of you and the way you fidget nervously.

I think of how you can’t stay still long enough to say an entire line in the mic.

I think you look good when your hair is pulled back and you’re looking thoughtful.

I’m fucking stupid.

Disgusting sappy bullshit no one fucking wants.

I don’t look at this like aw how sweet I must be in love

I fucking hate it.

I love you.

Wow I’m such a fucking suck up little bitch.

I miss your face and then I see it and I feel fine for a second

God fucking damn it I hate myself look at this I should be shot. I should not be allowed to feel this way.

Take me to prison or put me out of my misery I write frilly disgusting prose and then look at it and hate myself more.

You think that’ll make him like you?

Wow. What a stupid little bitch you are.

Why would anyone like me.