Elucidating Questions

I haven’t seen a sky like this in so long

I don’t know all of their names

They aren’t all on the map

Well known lights get lost in the new but not new they were there but. I feel like I could stare forever.

Flickering heartbeats in the sky.

Quiet cul-de-sac I’ll be the strange one staring at the sky at things I’ve seen before, but never knew how to voice how much I miss when they aren’t there.

There are too many to remember ancient names.

I may have to make my own.

I feel so alone when I can’t see them, when I stare into the blue and see nothing when I know something is there

They tell the story of tomorrow yesterday

Shining brightly in the night air unlike anything

No contest.

Because there never was one not really.

I can’t wait for my man and his dog to return.

I have to show them I’m still here.

I’m going to begin missing Saturn

He’s going back around too.

I can’t have both that would be too easy.

But I miss my wolf,

And the wildness he puts in me.

I really don’t have it

Unless you remind me you’re there

I forget that in the day I’m unable to see but they don’t see the sky

Or the ocean

From the eyes down here but from up there

Up

Sorry out.

Out there.

I hear them whispering as silent as they are invisible

But still seen.

Through the wind and the far off waves.

So many new lights,

Not even the best night.

I think I like this place. I have somewhere to hide.