Elucidating Questions

The moment of complete as we saw and felt the light

Afraid because it’s always so short lived but

The light feels so good on my broken beaten body and the spirit I keep dragging up this hill.

I still love you

If I know you

If I know you you’re wanting to say something but weighing the consequences of every action and feeling like you wish you could say something without taking on everything

Or

Something.

Or you hate me.

I hope you don’t because the thought kills me every day.

I wish I knew you don’t.

I keep seeing these things that make me wonder why

Or if you have any idea what you do to me.

Once and then nothing.

But the feelings aren’t any different muted.

Well I gave it up

So I keep trying something.

Just putting down the moment. Some come and go.

I just hate the fire I have in me for you,

I want to be friends.