Elucidating Questions

All around me sounds like a concert anyways

People having Saturday evening

Spending it with friends and laughing

Cars on the roads farther away

Two different musics play

While I stand on the corner waiting for nothing.

Just wishing the day would be over so I can go back to sleep.

Please let me go back to sleep.

Please let me stay asleep.

Laughing and living I wonder if they feel alive

Real

I don’t.

I feel like a broken piece of a machine

Not like a person.

I only live when I’m on the clock

Every other second is wasted.

I can’t find a way out of this hell.

At least I’m closer to the end than the start.

I just wish it would come sooner.

I don’t have anything else in me

There’s no one to catch me as I fall

I cry alone and no one ever knows or hears

And even though all I want is someone to hold on to me

Every time I hit the ground and I get up and there’s no one around me.

I don’t want to do this anymore

I can’t understand the reason why I’m still here

I just want it to be over now.

Please just let me die.