Elucidating Questions

I used to face the music

Find solace and hope in the words and the sounds

Reality crept back in

I realised none of it was true.

Now it just torments me with things other people have experienced

That I never will.

That I dream of but never see in the daylight.

All these stories that aren’t real.

All these lies that never happened.

I want to hide in it, now it just tears me to shreds.

The words turned on me or don’t ring true.

Everything is a lie in the face of him.

Where’s my story?

It never happened.

I have no where to go from here no steps I want to take

I just want to disappear.

I want to die.

I can’t even keep the music anymore.

I used to love this song with every fiber of my self

But it hurts.

Because no one loves me.

And it’s the end.

At least he’s happy.