Elucidating Questions

I want to melt the frozen centre of your heart,

Not knowing how it could be so cold when you light everything around.

How can I stand in you and feel nothing at all?

I wish I could hold you like you hold me.

All the times I fell apart to be put back together by you.

Yet resisting the urge to do anything, say anything,

Because I thought it was unbalanced and should fix it when there was little to no interest approaching

I wish I had someone to sing with,

A song that hasn’t been sung,

I hear them playing inside me, but I don’t know how to transpose them

The music is trapped inside,

I just find it so strange how many barriers there are,

Between me and you

Disregarding even us

Just all the barriers that stop the screaming in my heart from being heard by anyone who may listen.

The feeling I have with others

Is so much more than the feeling I have alone in the field every day.