Elucidating Questions

Constantly dangled out in front

This is the night

It’s coming tonight

Just hold on

Something is happening, but it’s a lie everyone sings along with.

I suppose there must be truth for someone.

Just not me.

The constant preparation for nothing to change or happen.

I got bored of the fall

The daily drop as midnight came.

And I realised with each passing lie,

That none of it was for me.

I watch. I listen.

I never experience any of it.

Even though it’s all I ever wanted.