Elucidating Questions

It’s alarming not knowing why

But I’ve been told I will never know.

That makes it harder, but no one sees it from my point of view so

The tree doesn’t make noise if no one heard it.

The memories slip further away, forgotten wasted hours seconds days months

It’s going to be an entire year wasted and then what

I don’t hear back from anyone

Ever

It doesn’t even matter what I do or say I could

Can’t do anything.

They always go with someone else you see

I’m not valid.

I thought maybe

I do that.

Hope.

Like a fucking idiot.

I don’t know why I don’t just give in now…

I have no where to go

Help me

No one hears

And I fall back into silence

And slowly slipping down this hole,

Tick tock

Goes the clock

I don’t know what a party feels like

If life is a party for everyone else

I guess there has to be people you push out of the way to get in

I guess my flaw is I don’t.