Elucidating Questions

Even then stupid I would be able to hide and pretend I was home.

I woke up for no reason to ash and dust I wouldn’t be able to carry on my own.

Tried to shovel and figure out something

Clouds of darkness rolling in day after day like

This is the world I live in?

Couldn’t believe.

But so complex and untangling myself becomes so impossible

With all the thread I wanted to cherish and protect

Do I remember that or was it only just a dream

Reality starts seeping in the ability to breathe just gets so thin

And something stupid like words overlapping and accidental shifts in sizing

And insignificant moments that felt so reaffirming

It’s a quiet mountain town I have no connection

Having a hard time with some of it,

Sounding like attacks for something I wonder what I did, but I see what you did here and there.

The angry vibrating silver gleem of nothing.

Missing people who were gone.