Elucidating Questions

How to express that I still love you

But I think you’re a stupid fucking idiot

It’s like

I still care, the help you gave me accidentally even if you hate it retrospectively has the same value now as it had in that moment

When I didn’t want to be here anymore and you and the others were there

No I don’t know why just you.

But why? And so many questions that just frustrate me to no end.

And I think you know why, that question hangs.

It’s a ticking pendulum, slowly lowering

I’ll bring it up again someday

Because it still haunts me.

There are always childish people

Have you noticed? There are childish cats and dogs and crows, and fish never grow up.

But I can’t quite grasp

Simply because it’s you, so I don’t think you did it on purpose.

Did you hope they’d fall in love with you?

I know that feeling.

I learned something

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For some strange reason they don’t hear you

I’ve met many who don’t care about the people behind the music

I didn’t know that was possible.

It won’t reach you,

But I always love the people.

It’s a fault.

I have a comparison to you

And trust me

You’re still worth saving.