Elucidating Questions

How to be your own angel

How to believe in yourself when the self everyone describes is not you?

I’m just myself alone,

I hear the descriptions of my actions and their

What’s the word

Intent?

Not intent

Their apparent affect on the world,

The actions are never positive.

It’s never positive feedback I get from the outside.

So if I had faith in myself or trust in myself

I’d have to speak up and tell them all their view of me is wrong but

Would they believe me?

It doesn’t connect, the gears don’t fit

That’s not me I don’t do things like that

Like that

No but not intent

Everyone acts like the wripples of my touch are something to

Draw away from

Sometimes I can’t even feel my fucking foot

I’m not sure how they expected I came up with this grand plan

I can’t keep up with this diabolical human that you’ve painted up of me.

What do they think I’m trying to do?

I can’t pretend I understand this person that they think I am,

They did throw me out.

I must deserve it.

Or did I stop giving god all the attention she thought she deserved?

Oh fuck off with the first mistake it’s a metaphor.

If you don’t get it then ask.