Elucidating Questions

I may be a crazy person, you know that much is true

But it’s like the key to all of it is being lost without you

And I feel like it’s been a million days, but I still don’t know the truth

Just thinking myself in circles around you

It’s like that moment when I thought you were finally there

The lasting wanting, just to be more near

It wasn’t me who tried to stop it,

Until I heard the truth

Because every second lost was just another minute lost without you and I know it wasn’t fair I didn’t think there was fairness.

Cracking back in to reality as the wondering mind gets lost in another day

Of solitary insolidarity

I can’t believe it’s still not over.

Why is it so long?