Elucidating Questions

My heart is always with you,

Because I never can be.

Sometimes I hear it beating, but I dont want to know.

Hiding in the planets talking all day to the sun.

Untangling mysteries that don’t even exist.

Sometimes I can get up,

For a show,

But I’m not interested in seeing the damage,

I don’t know if it beats because it’s bleeding,

Or if there’s something that made it smile but I can’t

Do it the looking back to see if you’re all right every day,

Because I don’t even know where I am anymore or why

Stuck inside choices I can’t make and promises that even kept mean nothing.

It’s with you,

The me left behind sometimes feels it try to sneak in

Standing far back from the burning wreckage,

Of my heart when it can’t land.